New Year resolution. At last!!!

I m pleased to announce that 20 days into the new year, i have finally found my resolution for the new year. its to be able to understand and read with relatively ease all the opening tabs in the starting window of my Firefox browser

Sounds chim and confusing? Haha its something private after all ^=^

Stress

I am stressed or at least i think i am,

But am i really stressed if i need to keep reminding myself that i m stressed?

Hmm...

I dunno...

Karma

Think i've gloated too much over the last 8 weeks. 15 patients on my team list today.

My favourite phrase this time last year "the stars have shifted"

A case of bad karma perhaps

Starking reminder that its indeed the new year.

The New Year celebrations continues on as i wake up to the smell of coffee... ...

Bursary Day

Past memories are coming back to me. Am i dying? I dunno...

Today was the day where they gave out the bursary and it was to be my last time collecting it. I recalled the days in secondary school when i was very excited collecting it. That was despite the long wait that came with it. I was excited about going on stage to collect the envelope, the handshake with the MP and the subsequent photo-taking. The money was not as much but as i looked on at those who are older than me, dressed in plain clothes, collecting their envelope, i thought to myself that one day, i will return like them too.

Zoom to the preent. There i was going to collect the envelope as a tertiary student. Maybe it was the notion that it was more of a need than a reward that had doused my enthusiasm. Or perhaps it was due to something else. But all-in-all, i passed up on my final chance to go up the stage, to fuffill what i thought i would do years ago. Youthful exuberance that seemed to erode slowly away with each passing day... How sad...

Yup another familiar yet no so familiar event. Thank goodness, it was from the last millenium and not 2005...

Finally, something familiar...

I got my first MC in 5 years

Think its about 3 years since i last fell sick within 2 weeks of the new year.

Finally something familiar to remind me that its a new year...

Yay.

Issue, issue, issue

Came back from OSCE today feeling tired but knew there was another issue to be resolved. Yup a new issue that just popped up yesterday morning but similar to the way thing are going, its another issue from 2005. No sleep, waste time but got it over and done with.

Issue 3 solved (at least for the time being) Wow, i m clearing issues as fast as my tutors discharged their patients but i think the tempo is most likely going to slow down a bit now. Very amazed right now so must "suey" myself a bit so that i can catch my breath.

PS: To a friend out there, its definitely hard but be strong in whatever decision u choose to make. Will always be around to support if u need it :)

Wei Wan Cheng

2 days after...

Therein lies the dangling carrot
To tempt and lure it beckon to me
Undecided and confused, a bit I waivered
But resist i finally did (with much help from the rain gods)

Next week the crucial week it is as i had but only took the first step
A small step for mankind, a big step for me
Slowly slowly i shall take
Issue 2 to be resolved soon

Funny how thing works

The day after

A sudden and unexpected closure

Thank God (and i really meant it) for the impeccable timing

Belated New Year

Hmm.. rummaging through so many people's blog, i realised that everyone had been summarising their year. Took me a while to decide whether i should do the same and that's why its now 8th January and yet i seemed not to summarise my 2005.

Oh well, actually, i think 2005 was better than what i had predicted in the beginning of the year. I wasn't expecting it to be good, with pitfalls looming here and there but it did brought along its fair share of joys and happiness.

However, i think 2005 can be best summarised up using the phrase "to be continued" I got the inspiration from a newspaper article that day which mention the looming globa and nationall issues that are unresolved, going into the year 2006. "What a fair reflection of my thoughts too," i thought to myself. Coming to the turn of the year, i realised that there are too many unresolved issues left for me too, be it in both my family and school life. To quote the simplest of all examples, preparing for the exams just made New Year seemed like another public holiday and the feeling of welcoming a new year just wasn't there.

All-in-all said 2006 will hopefully be a better year. (By right it should be, because its a even-numbered year, World Cup's gonna be held in Germany, and 2006 just look pleasing to the eye. But i m really scared of cursing myself. Just looked at how 2004 turned out in the end admist all the high hopes :( Oh well i've been looking forward to 2006 for dunno how long liao (more than 5 years perhaps) and hopefully it will really bring about the psychological spark that its name suggest (yup despite all the bad predictions that astrologists had been predicting for those born in the year of the dog)

Happy New Year!!! (again)

Sanity or pure madness???

Since i m so undecided after seeing the inviting options that's available, i shall leave it to Heaven's will to decide for me :p

Based on current situation: Yes 10% No 90%

(but if i manage to get a place in hostel... .... Yes 85% No 15%

Oh well, as the situation stands, i shall await the result of my hostel application before i shall seriously consider whether to commit hara-kiri or not in the coming semester... ...


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!!