The Pot of Gold at the End of the Rainbow

Di solito, i tend not to type my schedule onto my blog but this time round i really can't help it. Maybe its a way of keeping me in focus, but this is one of the few times i m well below confiance of toughing it out through this period. I kept letting the events race through my mind but i somehow dread the way its going to play out. Something is not right somewhere, just that i dunno where its gonna go wrong. But anyway, here's the schedule for the coming fortnight

Tuesday Night lessons

Wednesday On call

Thursday Post-call

Friday Night lessons

Saturday On call

Sunday Post call

Monday Free day (supposedly)

Tuesday Night lessons

Wednesday On call

Thursday Post call

And FINALLY on Good Friday........

Japan! Japan! JAPAN!


Yup i know its very enticing and morale boosting, thinking of the big pot of rainbow that is hanging at the end of these 2 weeks but i m really dreading the process of getting there. Confidence is still not high and i somehow think there is gonna be a screw up somewhere out there... Sigh...

Worse still, i realised i will most prob be back to face a darn packed schedule again. To think that i still have yet to watch 300 and TMNT, alas i dunno how am i going to find time or strength to drag myself to the cinema to watch them. [Haha i basically need someone to organise or somehow come up with double the energy or motivation to do it :p]And there is a high chance that they may already be off when i come back from Japan... Sigh...

How? How? There seem to be so much things to do yet so little time.. Sigh...

Have to think of how to squeeze in the time to cut my hair also... Sigh...