Die richtig Zeit

There are things which one thinks one is quite cool about until somebody mentioned something or heard something which reminded one of it. One innocent comment from a friend and a statement from another's blog. 2 unrelated people who make the same comments in a short time frame, even though they didn't know it could strike a chord with me. It told me that maybe i wasn't as comfortable as i thought i was. I hate myself for this, i hate to hide and i hate to pretend but i m unconsciously finding myself doing that. Why is it so???

Yeah yeah i know i promise no more flowery stuff but ha no choice. There are just some topics which i guessed its not the right time to express my thoughts about it yet. Mais quand le temps?
Haha, back to the old statement, i believe u will let me know when is the right time and everything i do and say right now is part of the big picture for my good and everything will fall into its place when the right time comes.