Whew...

So much had happened over the last 3 weeks that i guessed it surpassed last year again. Yup its the final MBBS but sad to say much more things happened (keeping in tradition with how my preparations for exams always got thrown off track one way or another) I mean having Grandma passing away minutes before the first paper and having to accompany Dad to the A&E on the day before my clinical exams are not exactly the ideal built-up to one's examinations

But in any case, i finally finish my MBBS examinations, one of the 30% of the class who got it over and done with today. Went out with a whimper instead of the bang i hoped so was rather sian today despite the fact that its over. Panicked at my 2 short cases today and totally fumbled. Hoped that my 2 examiners are as nice as they looked when they keep assuring me and i won't be faulted too much.

Went Orchard after the clinicals to look for Eli and walk around a bit. Like i said, was a bit sian so did not really jump around with excitement that its over. Oh well at least there is still the Europe trip next week for me to look forward to ^=^. Went to watch V for Vendetta with Phile they all in the evening. The dialogue was pretty thought provoking (though the action may not be tath much). But all in all, not a bad show to watch after the examinations. Resumed normal activity of mahjong and supper after that. But ha cannot go other people's house at the moment so they have to come to mine :p

Anyway, MBBS is really a pretty nerve wrecking experience (especially when one realises the opportunity cost. Seriously speaking, i doubt future examinations will be as scary and with such high stakes) I think i did okay and did not say anything too wrong ba. Think my examiners all appear quite nice as in most of them will try to guide me to the diagnosis or as least help me here and there. But then again can never take things for granted because of past experiences :( [where i tot i did okay cos tester was quite friendly and reassuring then in the end -- mati) so must at least continue praying and hoping till when the results are out before i can breathe a sigh of relief. Anyway i had been quite thankful for my cases and examiners and just hope that i can do well enough to get the posting of my choice. Have to leave it to whoever that is up there liao and hope that he will be looking after me as he has always been doing :)